Ugh....Again...

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I think I'm going into a miniature Depression again because of a jack-*** I call my "Friend".
He bluntly told me, in a serious manor, that my art is bad, my comics are boring, and that listening to me on youtube feels like hours even though it is only 10 minutes.
We have been having problems like this all ready, but this really tipped it.
I stopped talking to him for the most part.
I don't want to stop being his friend, but at the moment I don't ever want to see his face again.
He told me this when I was stuck because he got me to the fricken location.
I was on the brink of punching him in the face, calling him a few words, and getting my friend to drive me home.
I want to draw and get even better to show him, as they would say, but every time I try I see all I do wrong and get so depressed, I actually get worse.
I know it's a learning process, and I know I shouldn't let people get to me.
But theirs a difference between just some faceless person online who doesn't know me, and some one I call a "Friend".
I can deal with the faceless people because they don't know me, and don't want to, so why should I care.
But then when a friend does something that a troller on youtube stoops down to, it just really gets to me.
What makes all this worse is the fact that he KNOWS I am wanting to be a Graphic Designer.
So when he says it, it hurts 10X harder.
Oh, and I have tried telling him it hurt me, but he turns it around and blames it on me.
He NEVER apologies, ever!

So anyways, I really need to say that, and I really don't care if he sees this.
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Dark-Flame100's avatar
Don't let him stop you from doing what you want. You can become better if you just keep practicing, believe me I know it's sometimes frustratingly slow but you'll get to the goal eventually. I can understand it hurts to be called like that by a friend but if that's what he really has been thinking, I don't think he's a true friend to you. Don't let him bring you down and you can reach your dream some day