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I wonder sometimes.
I look at what I do and wonder, Is it good?
I look and see everyone else doing such fantastic peices of art, and I feel like my is crap.
I don't get very many subscribers where I go, and if I do they do something very rarely.
I just wonder if I should stop.
Though the only thing keeping me from that is the though of what a hell a life of unhappiness in a half @$$job that I care nothing for, but that is still far in the future.
I just don't know what to do.
I try my hardest to get it right, over and over.
But I fail.
I know failure is appart of life, but it's nice to have success also.
I don't know, maby I need to sleep and then think about this.
I haven't had the best sleep lately.
Maby I need a break from online art.
Maby I need to spend time working on my art and letting myself, and a select few, see my progress, then come back.
Or maby I need to pay less attention on trying pleasing others, and please myself first.
I don't know.
This all sounds a bit selfish.
I hate blogging...
Whoever is reading this, sorry about that.
~Denki Wolf
I look at what I do and wonder, Is it good?
I look and see everyone else doing such fantastic peices of art, and I feel like my is crap.
I don't get very many subscribers where I go, and if I do they do something very rarely.
I just wonder if I should stop.
Though the only thing keeping me from that is the though of what a hell a life of unhappiness in a half @$$job that I care nothing for, but that is still far in the future.
I just don't know what to do.
I try my hardest to get it right, over and over.
But I fail.
I know failure is appart of life, but it's nice to have success also.
I don't know, maby I need to sleep and then think about this.
I haven't had the best sleep lately.
Maby I need a break from online art.
Maby I need to spend time working on my art and letting myself, and a select few, see my progress, then come back.
Or maby I need to pay less attention on trying pleasing others, and please myself first.
I don't know.
This all sounds a bit selfish.
I hate blogging...
Whoever is reading this, sorry about that.
~Denki Wolf
Feeling of failure....
I feel like I keep failing.
Over and over, in the past, I have said I would do projects, and they never got done.
I would start working and for some reason or another they just wouldn't work out.
It feels crappy, but I just don't know what to do about it.
I want to move on from my failures, but every time I do it feels like I fail again.
The same has happened today...
I realized I don't have a partner, or at least, not as much of one as I need for my latest project and that has just left me feeling crappy.
I don't want to stop the project, I really like them, but I feel... I guess I feel now I just don't want to do them because I feel
Drawing Up My Characters
So I am working all of my characters in my Modern style.
Starting with my Human Persona, all the way down to random ones through out the ages.
And yes, now I have a human Persona.
His name is Tsuyoshi Christer and is a summoner.
And I am doing Denki of course.
Actually doing the premiere of the negative Denki Narikura.
Draw Exatin, Zazio, Chad, Prof. Bolt, Cat, Tien, and a few more.
These are just the main really.
Tsuyoshi is inked and to be colored and Denki/Narikura are still being drawn.
I've been meaning to convert a lot of these from Rp to picture, but just haven't.
Been a while...
Kekeke, it seems as though it's been a while since I've done a Journal.
That doesn't seem fair, especially with the topic of the last Journal.
So, I want to give an update on that.
He's a Douche.
Update done.
....Ok, sorry.
I "Forgave" him for maby 2 months then he acts like an A** at my b-day party which we do every year for me him and a friend of mine who all have the same b-day with in 2 days.
Biggest problem was after being a Jerk to me, later I do a friendly joke passing off the jerk moment and he decides to call me a jerk.
Really?
So We just kind of stayed away from each other all night, with a few more times of him calling me
Ugh....Again...
I think I'm going into a miniature Depression again because of a jack-*** I call my "Friend".
He bluntly told me, in a serious manor, that my art is bad, my comics are boring, and that listening to me on youtube feels like hours even though it is only 10 minutes.
We have been having problems like this all ready, but this really tipped it.
I stopped talking to him for the most part.
I don't want to stop being his friend, but at the moment I don't ever want to see his face again.
He told me this when I was stuck because he got me to the fricken location.
I was on the brink of punching him in the face, calling him a few words, and getting
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Dark-Flame100 is right: practice, and your skills will improve! =]
Also, try taking breaks in between your work. (It's good for the eyes, and you will be more aware of any corrections that need attention when you return to your piece.)
Also, try taking breaks in between your work. (It's good for the eyes, and you will be more aware of any corrections that need attention when you return to your piece.)